Second--
To all my lovely readers...
What I post in here is what I am thinking
This is my place to bitch
BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH

I am in no way, trying to use
my notes or blogging in the form
of persuasions or arguement.
Read what I have to say
then move on.
Don't bug me asking if it was
about you, or someone else.
Just accept what is written.

If you have a problem,
address me in person/phone call
NOT over text
NOT over facebook
NOT over myspace
NOT over AIM

It pisses the hell out of me
because you can read,
but can't interpret the meaning
behind that which was read.
Ok, I'm done bitching.
ADIOS!

typical update

Dunno,

I ended something today that should
have been ended probably when I came
down here, but it never happened.

Last night was one of the worst
nights I have ever had with another
person. I can't explain the feeling
except to say that I don't want
to feel like that ever again.

So, I definitely forgot my bookbag
in my friends car...who came visited me.
They went back to fort wayne.
So, I had melissa take me to meet
my parents in wabash so that I
might collect what belonged to me.

After having a couple conversations
I half way found my self,
but again lost myself to nothing.
I dunno, I wanna change
but its the changing part that is hard.

I really like this guy. He knows
that I like him, but he doesn't
want anything except for friends.
Some circumstances are also a factor.
I dunno what to do...
I'm about to give up on love...